38th Parallel

that day was the greatest day of my life so far. i never imagined someone like you would just appear and say hello. i never thought i could love again. that day was the beginning of the most passionate emotion i have ever felt. that day brought such grace that filled my whole life. that day...

you came late but you still made an impact by bringing the coolest water that flows from the tundra. you assure yourself to spread the blossoms of the flowers that came from persia. you are proud that you fell in love with persia and enjoyed it's warm embrace and beautiful thoughts intended just for you.

i never knew then that, that place enticed your heart and pleased your soul and when i found out i was a bit sad that i just can't give this love for you. persia's just too much for me. i thought i would love that place but i remember; my tomb is in susa.

i enjoyed learning about carcinogens and how will it affect some diseases and syndromes. i discussed it with different miuchi but they all gave me the same answer. i need to accept the reality of this life. is the life i'm living in, a hoax?

i thought that there's a mutual relationship. i even enjoyed travelling the distance. we enjoyed as the time passed by but then the water just turned into ice and changed everything around us. i thought you knew me and i thought i knew you but all of those things changed.

i was depressed and kept on thinking if i've done anything wrong. i thought i pushed you away towards scotland but i was wrong. i realized that i put malice in it. i thought we were in philadelphia but the place is not philadelphia; it is the 38th parallel. i'm in the north; you're in the south. i realized you don't want to go to the north ever since and it's just funny how i always convince you to stay. i can't go to the south. they'll kill me. i'm the only hope to continue the bloodline. i'm the only hope to raise our family's pride.

thank God he gave me wisdom and realized that i'm the only one in love. i know love is perfect that's why i let go. i'll just stay here and wait...